This past weekend I had a photo shoot with Shanta Bender Photography, by the way she is AWESOME SAUCE, and it made me see a side of me that I've never seen before. Of course it's in a good way! The last time I took some professional pictures was when my husband and I had just gotten married. Shanta did an awesome job with those pictures.
Since my birthday, I have challenged myself to start doing and getting things that I want. Now, I'm not forgetting about my marriage, so you can throw that out of your mind. But my husband and I both have an agreement of we can enjoy ourselves together and separately and it won't do anything bad to the marriage. He wants to see me happy and I want to see him happy. Now, since I've gotten that disclaimer out the way; I've always said that I was going to do this and that for myself and I never get around to doing it. I see others enjoying life and here I am stuck in a corner crying because I didn't do something that I wanted to do. Well, that will be no more.
I don't know where life is going to carry me but I will make sure that it will be in the right direction. There is no more being down in life. Only up from here. Now, I know it's not going to be easy and it comes with consequences. But, it is my responsibility to go and do things that will have a major and good outcome for my life. I am not going to sit here and allow anybody or anything to walk all over me and you shouldn't either. If I'm not comfortable with it, then it's pretty much going to be a no for me.
I'm pretty sure that I will lose some friends and maybe even family members on it. But I have to realize that I am living life for me and not them. Life can take me up in a different state or at a different job. I'm not sure but I know the key point of it all is only God and I will make the decision on where to go. I'm going pray about it. I'm going to wait on God to provide it. I'm going to trust God that He won't lead me wrong.
I'm off to, wherever God and my life leads me!
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